go figure~

looking at it...itz kinda complicated.....how else would i know?

hmm...beyond tht, i see a clearer picture...something abt eternity...but somehow, therez loads of ques abt it..

mebbe, mebbe not..if more effort is put in...i may see something desirable..~

everything is permissible....y not try??

i guess, therez juz lack of courage...to even tk a step...afraid tht it would lead me down a never ending hopeless journey...~

itz an incomplete puzzle...which might never be done, ever..~

who knows??...

xmas concert Emmanual God With Us

once again we had our annual christmas concert.... =] and as usual...wat seemed like a total mess during prac turned out really well...all thanks to our faithful Lord n Saviour..yay!!

this yr the theme was 'Emmanuel, God with us'.. n the play basically explained wat christmas really means... n tht on christmas, God gave us the greatest gift one can ever received which is Jesus.. n through Him, we're granted eternal life which simply means even after we leave this earth, we hv a place ready for us in heaven.. but all this are only ours if we accept Him as our personal Lord n saviour...our father, our fren... trusting in Him in all tht we do to tk us through life's ups n downss...itz juz as simple as tht... n itz priceless! =]

had a good time with the rest of the gals in sch...hehe....once again i had the opportunity to play the drums for the praise n worship session..n it was really nice.. being able to sing n worship God so freely... =] really hope tht somehow the message got through to those who've yet to know abt the good news... ~

the 2nd week of hols is comin to an end liao...so fast... =( but itz been great so far...can do nothing...sleep all i want....watch as much tv as i want.... hohohoho!...such joy~

end of chapter... ]]

one of the best weeks i had since i came to melaka.. =]

had a nice dinner juz now wif those who are still in mlk n den followed by midnight movie...watched Goal! =]

mlk camp 05 was a new different experience...learnt alot from the sessions....n not forgetting all the fun n craziness at the beach n playing in the sea..woohoo!! n guess wat??...i finally learnt how to float!!! thx to grace,stef n laura..yay! n i'm darker now...hohoho!!

the camp taught me things tht i really needed to hear...itz kinda hard for me to post it all here...things i need to think abt, pray abt, n change in order to be a better illuminator for God... being the imperfect humans we are.. for me, i see myself so far away from being like Christ.. it is by His grace tht we're being forgiven for all the countless wrongs we've done.. how great is our God...~

even as it has juz been 4 months since i came to mlk...i see God so faithful in my life..never once letting me go...though sometimes i felt like He was nowhere near, it was merely because i drifted away from Him... n tht's something tht i came to realize... many times i find myself looking at the picture where God is so far away from me.. but never once at a different angle where i was turning away from Him..~

God gave me God-fearing brothers n sisters in Christ here in mmucf who've been such a huge blessing to me in so many ways... n of coz my brother,soly who has been by my side since day1.. i really believe tht w/o him, things would've been so much tougher for me getting used to the life here... =]

will be back in jb for 4weeks from tmr onwards.. for those who happen to be in jb, pls do not hesitate to give us a buzz,yea??.. =)
looking forward to cathing up wif family n frenss...having the Almighty close to me everyday.. =]

**sam,jason,billy,seong.. all the best,guys for industrial training...tk gd care n God bless! =]

**soly...thank you~hugss~

holidaes here liao....woolalalalalala

finally holidays here d...!! woohoo!!! =)

sadly, the last paper (accounting) was eeks!! wat a paper to end wif...sob sob sob...~ but really thk God for helping me through...hee...anyway, so apie tht itz all done =] so looking forward to spending the hols, having fun and more fun n more n more fun..!! kakakaka....!

spent the weekend back in jb....drove back at around 5am on saturdae...and i practically slept throughout the day..haha....but dinner was really fabulous...had buffet dinner at hyatt...wowee..!! but i'm really getting worried...think i'm so getting fat by the minute...*gulp.... n i realized all the nice nice food are all unhealthy! urghh!! so saaaaaad...!!

had a burfday surprise thingy juz now for grace (not me...another grace...heeehee) and the guys went really wild....playing wif water n cream...eew!! it looked more like bird droppings on them...all the white stuff...fwahahahahaha!!! but it was fun la...laffing at them... fortunately, the gals were not touched...hehe... so thoughtful of them... *er-hem!.... but i think there'll be more during camp la..haha.. we'll hv to wait n see......~~~

tmr's mlk camp liao....yay!! after monthss of planning...itz finally n actually here!! =) will be having it at golden sands, port dickson.. 4days n 3nitess...~

the theme for the camp is -illuminator- ...based on 1 timothy 4:12&16...

12 don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity.

16 watch your life and doctrine closely. persevere in them, because if you do, you will save both yourself and your hearers.

yupp..so, thtz abt it...will update abt the camp when i get back....hope it'll be a fruitful camp...with heaps of fun!! hee...~

solybdae

apie apie apie apie apie

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blessed blessed blessed

21st burfdae...

to me dearr brader, soly...!!

msg for soly: (secret) muahahahahahhaaa~~!