Friday, December 30, 2011

Year 2011

The year is ending in like 2 days. So here's what I've gotta say about 2011...

I started the year being a fresh grad who have been bumming around for 8 months since graduation. By that time, dad had already finished his treatments and was back in JB. Around that time also I've secured a job with RHB and was asked to start on the first week of Feb. I requested to start a week later, right after CNY, cause I was still on holiday mood haha. So in the second week of Feb, I started working officially! 

First couple of months of work was pretty boring actually. I was given some notes to read on the bank trade facilities and of course, I didn't understand much haha. What I enjoyed most was the stress-free environment and going home on time everyday. Also, after a couple of weeks of work, I decided to get a new ride because I'd be expected to travel for work within N9 till North Johor. And so, a new liability was confirmed and I got Casper :)


Later on, I was sent for courses in Bangi and got to meet up with some KL peeps for dinner during workdays which was quite nice :) I began to travel more to companies within the said region and met all sorts of people. Most of the time I had to converse in Mandarin though - forced to learn some new jargons to make my explanation more effective haha. But more often than not, work was manageable and interesting. I've never traveled on the highway so much before in my life! What I enjoy most is seeing the clouds, sort of a new interest :)


Around June, when I was back in JB for a weekend, dad suddenly had fits. And in the wee hours of that morning, it was the first time I sat in an ambulance. Turns out, he had some lesion in his brain and after some tests, doctors confirmed that his cancer was back again. First things first, a surgery was done in HSA JB to remove the lesion. It was successful but he still had to go through 6 cycles of chemo again, this time in JB itself. After completing the chemo, the next step was a stem-cell transplant. Dad and mom had to be in Ampang Hospital for about 2 months. During that time, bros and I went over to Ampang as often as we could and we thank God for Ps Lisa who opened up her place to us strangers :) Thank God that all of dad's treatments went well and the latest check up was positive. He has lost so much weight since then but we are just grateful that he is still with us :) 


Another highlight would be me getting the iPhone4! I know this may sound kind of ridiculous but sadly, it's true - iPhone changed my life. HAHA


This year was also a year where our friends got married and many more to come next year! Really appreciate these occasions as they are a time for reunion since everyone is now settled down in different places. The only setback is our pockets haha. But I'm grateful for new friendships and also deepening of old friendships this year. I learnt that if we do open up and accept others, things can be really different :)


Christmas was really nice this year. Aunt and cousin from sg came to stay with us and we had a good time having home-cooked food and just chilling out at home :) Just grateful that the whole family can be together :)
Besides that, I managed to meet up with some JB friends too! 

I guess that's about it for this year. It was more of just work and family. No major trips this year, but there will be in the coming year! :) 

Above all, I'm thankful that I can still serve God with what I love.
For all the many downs and occasional ups, I still want to thank You for Year 2011 :)



Hello, Year 2012!!

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Others

Life's been so different this year, but I'll get to more details when I do my annual reflection later ;) I guess we can never avoid being in contact with others but that's the root of my ups and downs.
But this morning's devotion reminds me to be at peace with everyone. I'm grateful for all the times that I can get over an issue easily. And for the other times, I definitely need more grace.

It's the Christmas season once again. One of the mellow-est December for me personally. I hope things will pick up soon, and for all of you ;)



If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone.
-Romans 12:18





The world needs a peace that passes all understanding - ODB

Thursday, September 08, 2011

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Why

Sometimes I ask God why can't life be easier?
Why can't good things prevail?
Sometimes it's getting so hard to breathe but I just got to go on.
It's so hard to always see things positively and I really am getting tired.
I wish God would make things right again, as if everything was just a mere nightmare.
But it is still as it is.
'One day at a time' is getting harder to live by. 
I look forward to the day when I do not have anything at the back of my mind to worry about in the midst of everything...I really do.

Please heal, Lord.



Sunday, May 08, 2011

I Need Thee Every Hour


The Lord has promised good to me
His Word my hope secures
He will my shield and portion be
as long as life endures

Oh, what peace we often forfeit
Oh, what needless pain we bear
All because we do not carry
Everything to God in prayer


This is my Father's world
the birds their carols raise
the morning light, the lily white
declare their maker's praise
This is my Father's world
He shines in all that's fair
in the rustling grass I hear Him pass
He speaks to me everywhere      

Let us exalt His name together forever
I sought the Lord
He heard me and delivered me from my fears
Let us exalt His name together forever
O sing His praises, magnify the Lord     

And now let the weak say I am strong
Let the poor say I am rich
Because of what the Lord has done for us
Give thanks.


Thou art worthy.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Wake Up

Sometimes, the things on earth may blind us from the truth, the ugly truth. During this time, we ourselves wouldn't even realize that we're not able to see. And no matter what others say, we feel that we're on the right path because we're feeling good. But the truth is, we're heading towards a cliff. So, wake up.



"If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, 
who gives generously to all without finding fault, 
and it will be given to you."
-James 1:5



It's never too late.

Thursday, March 17, 2011

How about now?

Currently, I'm in my 6th week of work and what can I say? haha...
so far, it's been a pretty good ride!
Just want to thank God that I haven't gotten sick of it YET.
haha...yeah, really...not yet :)


Neon (Cover) - Gabe Bondoc

But one thing's for sure, I'll never get sick of this song,
and of course, my favourite guitarist :)

cheers!



who knows how long, how long, how long...


Sunday, February 13, 2011

it's a start

Completed my first week of work, mostly reading, nothing hands-on yet. (adapting)
Confirmed a new liability today. (mixed feelings)
Celebrated my 24th b'day with a personal record of 4 cake sessions 
and abundance of gifts. (tremendously delighted & grateful)
Celebrating CNY, still!





I don't know about tomorrow, 
but I know He holds my hand.

Monday, January 10, 2011

Joy Joy Joy


Blessed 55th Birthday, Mummy!



Chinese style celebration
- birthday mee suah (extra egg for the birthday girl!)
...cooked by Daniel!


 Western style celebration
- birthday cake(s)
err...we bought them..haha



Absentee: Soly - pergi holiday!



so dear :)